Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,
its beena while since ive been on here but i was browsing around and thought it was time to turn the journal entry on here to something more present, and much more optimistic
Im still at uni and very much enjoying what Im learning, every decision we make has it reason and Im SO SO SO Glad I didnt take a year out and try the whole drama school thing again, i just dont think i would have got the background knowledge, or learnt about the amazing, and sometimes damnright depressing but more often enlightening information im getting to know. which is not only changing and forming my opinion on theatre and drama, but changing the way I see art. one of my lecturer's said that "art and the theatre cant be removed from each other" because they represent reality in some way but never truley as it captures a moment, not life itself. Its all very complicated but i LOVE it.My Drama and Theatre Studies Degree is turning into more Philosophy and Politic's degree everyday, and although yes i have been round in circle's and confused my self with these many theories and dramatists, they are getting sorted in my head and will soon make their way to writing and performace

I have a job here now which is going really well, and the house im leaving in this year is lush. Spent a wonderful evening with close friends last night,and am exhausted from crying with laughter, although i did manage to exclude sumone. and i cant say it was accidently. they are just one of those people that tag along with lots of other people's plans. i think of her like charmelian( you know one of the lizards that change colour to suit their surrounds) because whoever she's with she adapts to suit them. and well she asked to come travelling with me and another friend,and my mate said yes but i said no, as i dont feel i could hack it. i spend alot of time with her already(she's on my course and works with me) and i feel like im suffocating a bit. Pirendello's has a quote in his play six character in search of an author that desribes human behavior, its basically says that we act differently around different people and when those people come together thats when we fall apart. i think this is whats happened with my friend, she's a lovely girl, and i love her to bits but her imaturity, naviety and constant need for love and affection is grating on me, I tried to talk and explain my need for space but im not getting it so alas i just...snap. apart this snag all my friendships seem to be going well, something has changed in me(call it growing up, maturing...being totally not mopey for a substansial period of time) and im seeing people in different lights, and getting out of a habit of casting judgement before its due.

so all in all, im happy

I hope that eveyrone that glances or reads this happy too, and thanks to everyone who passes by this page despite my long periods of absence. I will be submitting something soon-defo before this subscribtion runs outs

In other news, One of my best friends birthday presents has just arrived it a gorgeous Pauls Boutique bag! and she is gona love it! EeeeeeEEEEEEE!

Xxx